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I've been thinking about social networks and fandom for a while, specifically since LJ introduced the crosspost to Facebook/Twitter feature and everyone freaked out. This got long. )

But even with all that, I know what [livejournal.com profile] eleanor_lavish means. On days when I'm busy, my friends list, small as it is, seems overwhelming, but on weekends I refresh and refresh and refresh and wish there were more going on. I have recently become more likely to make small, one-off posts about something I just found. (It's not really a joke when I say I'm always two to three years behind the rest of fandom. I should have all my fic uploaded to AO3 by 2015 or so.) If I did more of that, if I posted here with my favorite picture of the day (not every day, but whenever there's one I love) with commentary, if I posted small plot bunny of the day posts instead of saving them all up for one giant post, would you read them and join in the conversation or would it be too much clutter on your friends list?

TL;DR version:
  • I love social networking. You should be friends with me on Facebook. (I only ask that you let me know who you are if I don't already know your real name.) You can also follow me on Twitter.

  • Feel free to unfriend/unfollow me at any time.

  • I love email. You can send me some even if we don't know each other that well. You should also feel free to comment here, at any time. If you find an older post and want to comment, I have no problem with that. Talking about fannish things is my favorite thing in the world.

  • I will absolutely and completely respect your boundaries around keeping your identities separate.

  • I might post here more often, and I am open to suggestions as to communities I should be posting to.
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I've decided that today should be a five things Friday. So prompt or ask me whatever you want. This can be a fic prompt (five pick-up lines that didn't work on Jensen) or a getting to know you question (five movies I love) or anything else you can think to ask (five alternate uses for pipe cleaners). If you want to ask/prompt more than one five things, uh, thing, I'm cool with that. Anyone who gets their prompt/question in before 7 pm Pacific Time will get an answer before I go to bed (unless it gets so long it needs to be its own thing, but if that happens, I'll tell you about it).
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Today's rec is kind of a pain because you'll have to join [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn to read it. [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn was a Supernatural anonymous kink challenge, and then they locked the whole thing to the community, presumably to keep people from continuing to post anonymously. The good news is that they approved me quickly when I clicked on join.

There are a lot of kinky things on the meme, but I'm only reccing one, my favorite of the ones I read. I have to admit that I debated with myself about including this. I wasn't sure if it was really kinky enough. But it's genderswap incest public sex with dirty talking, so I guess those are all relatively kinky. The story is genderswapped girl!Sam/Dean having sex on top of a washing machine: part 1, part 2, or the thread they're part of.
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In my two-a-day weekend bonuses, Sundays are for superstars. These are fics that go above and beyond. These are the if you only read four of this month's recs, read these four recs.

I promised you a fandom I hadn't recced yet, so today's superstar is "Your Fingerprints, Everywhere" by [livejournal.com profile] lazy_daze, which is Supernatural, Sam/Dean, so don't click if incest freaks you out. This story is unbelievably hot. Seriously, incredibly, truly hot. (I have it bookmarked with a three-letter keyword for super-easy access.) It's also about how Dean submitting to Sam is part of what makes them okay:
Dean's no different, except he is, in subtle ways - he's just that bit looser, easier, cheerful and relaxed, like some long-carried weight has lifted. Sam remembers watching Dean break apart underneath him, and it's like he's been put back together the right way, this time, something slotted into place instead of forced.
And, oh, yes, that's what I want in my kink.
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This is the part where I talk about this entry.

To preface this entry: I don't know if this is everything I want to say, or even how I want to say it. This doesn't flow as smoothly as I wish I could make it go. This feels, to me, more like thinking via my fingers than the actual essay someone else might make out of the same ideas.

I also think I should note that I spent much of the morning being teary-eyed about Sarah Connor Chronicles. Just so you know where I'm coming from.

You should also know there are spoilers in this entry. I've put them behind a cut, but if you've come here via a link that takes you directly to this entry's page, you might not notice the warnings.

This is the part where I talk about women.

I've been saying that all my reading about race, racism, and anti-racism has resensitized me to issues of sexism, but that's not really true. My resensitization started before that, with Leverage's "The Stork Job." This part of this entry has Leverage spoilers. )

This part of this entry has Dollhouse spoilers. )

[livejournal.com profile] norwich36 pointed me to a pair of [livejournal.com profile] coffeeandink's posts about Sarah Connor Chronicles. This part of this entry has Sarah Connor Chronicles spoilers. )

I think it's worth noting that SCC and Dollhouse are both the brainchildren of men: Dollhouse is Joss Whedon's and SCC is Josh Friedman's. I skimmed the list of writers on IMDb's full cast and crew pages for each of them, and Dollhouse has more women writers than SCC, both by numbers and proportion. Extra interesting to me is that the two pieces of SCC fan fic that I've read that were absolutely incredible (I have to admit to not having read much, just most of the things at Yuletide and a handful of other miscellaneous things, and most of it tends to blend together) were both written by a man: "Cinderella, Made of Steel" and "Seven Sunday Mother-Daughter Mornings," both by David Hines. You can't end oppression without involving the oppressors. The Egyptians are God's people too. (Happy Passover.)

For me, in some very real ways, the season finale of SCC marks the end of this TV season. With that done for the season (or possibly forever), there isn't anything I'm going to look forward to in quite the same way. But I've also been busying myself with watching the first episodes of a bunch of midseason shows.

This is the part where I talk about lgbt people.

One of the shows I watched the first two episodes of was Cupid. I have vague memories of seeing the ads for the Jeremy Piven version, but I don't think I ever watched it. I thought I'd watch this version because I really like both Bobby Cannavale and Sarah Paulson. Then the first episode had both Sean Maguire (I had no idea he was actually British) and Marguerite Moreau, both of whom are pretty and I like. This part of this entry has Cupid spoilers. )

I've been thinking about characters who are retconned into being straight, both because it's one of the things that happens to the lgbt superheroes on Perry Moore's list and because [livejournal.com profile] minkhollow brought it up in [livejournal.com profile] brown_betty's book discussion. This part of this entry has Supernatural spoilers. )

This part of this entry has Kings spoilers. )

This part of this entry has Sarah Connor Chronicles spoilers. )

One of the midseason shows I watched the first ep of this week is The Unusuals. If I could choose only one midseason ensemble cop show about a rich kid who became a cop, it would be this one (over Southland, but I'll watch another ep or two of that because Ben McKenzie did sell it at the end and Regina King is hot), although that's not much of a rec. It's not as funny as the ads made it look, and Amber Tamblyn is the kind of cute-pretty that they should be doing something with (in terms of the character) rather than ignoring. This part of this entry has The Unusuals spoilers. )
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Two weeks ago, I said to [livejournal.com profile] archivecats (in a forum other than LJ) in response to a comment she made about feminist Joss fans finding the treatment of women on Dollhouse problematic:
As a feminist Joss fan, I don't think the treatment of women is its biggest problem - it's certainly problematic, but Joss has said it's supposed to be disturbing, so I'm willing to entertain the possibility that it's going somewhere. The three biggest problems I see with it:

1. They haven't made me care enough about any of the characters to care very much about what happens to them. I sort of care about the doctor, but that's less about her and more about the fact that I adore Amy Acker.

2. It's not funny. I can't understand why Joss would make a show without humor.

3. It suffers in comparison to Sarah Connor Chronicles. I actually liked this week's ep a lot better than any of the others, but I think that's less about the ep itself and more about the fact that I wasn't home last night and watched it this morning, while I'm saving SCC for this afternoon.
Last week's episode was better, this week's episode was even better, and next week's episode looks to be really good. Part of what made the last two episodes good was that Joss finally started writing them, and they were consequently funny. The Spoilers ) were the funniest things I've ever seen on this show, and Spoilers ) nearly made me do a spit-take all over my keyboard. The humor helps with the comparison to SCC, too, because it means there's enough of a shift in tone that it's not such a direct comparison. They still haven't made me care about anyone, though, and that's a real problem.

I also have an issue with how they've handled the set-up/payoff of Joss writing. There have been interviews and whatnot for weeks saying, "Well, it really gets good with the sixth episode where Joss takes over." To me, this reeks of petulance: "You won't let me do what I want, so I'm going to give you a crappy show until you do." It's also a little cultish in how it treats the audience: "WHOSOEVER believeth in JOSS shall be REWARDED with a quality TV SHOW."

Of course, the downside for Joss of the show being better in other ways is that my focus is now free to pay attention to the problematic treatment of women. I've been reading a lot of discussions/resources about race, racism, and anti-racism recently (partly because I was leading my [all white] writing group's craft chat about writing race/ethnicity and partly because of a the link to [livejournal.com profile] debunkingwhite I followed from the discussion on [livejournal.com profile] hederahelix's post about anti-racism work and white allies), and, to attempt to connect oppressions without playing Oppression Olympics, it's having the side effect of resensitizing me to issues of sexism. I'm having a real problem with violence against women as entertainment. Part of it is that I don't have the stomach for violence I used to. (Although Supernatural's violence and gore doesn't bother me at all. I think it's because it's kind of cartoonish in my mind.) But part of it is specifically about violence against women.

Dollhouse is, in some ways, all about violence against women, so why is the violence bothering me so much? There are two specific instances from the last two episodes that I'm having the biggest problem with: Spoilers ) In both those instances, the violence is presented as-is, with no commentary in the text and no sense that it was anything other than just another plot point. If Joss is trying to make some point about violence against women, he needs to make it instead of dragging out instances of violence across episodes. I'm also troubled by something I remember reading in a women's studies class long ago (so long ago I don't remember specifically which class and don't have a reference for it) that cited a study that found that people with racist views/actions found any portrayal of racism/racist acts on TV (I think; possibly TV and movies), even in a clearly negative context, to reinforce their racist belief/conviction that their racist act was okay. This is what's in the back of my head, making me cringe, every time I see Joss (or anyone else - a recent local theater production is also a grave offender) just showing us violence against women.

In a more subtle bit of problematic treatment of women, the creepiest line of dialogue in this week's episode was Spoilers ) It's the kind of line that, in the right context with the right delivery, could be romantic/sweet, but came across to me as seriously creepy, especially since Spoilers. )
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Sarah Connor Chronicles rocked my socks off! I'm in the habit of watching each episode twice before the next one airs (I was doing that with SPN, too, but I kind of lost some of my interest in the Winchesters), and I'm totally excited to watch it again before next week.

Dollhouse is another matter. If it weren't a Joss Whedon show, I would have stopped watching halfway through the episode, and even with it being a Joss show, it only gets another couple of episodes to convince me it's worth watching. There was an interesting comment on an io9 Dollhouse post where the commenter was proposing that Joss ought to do a show that doesn't really exist - there could be spoilers and reports of trouble on the set and controversy without there actually being a show - and so far Dollhouse might have been better like that.

Both shows, however, were made extra enjoyable by real-time emailing with [livejournal.com profile] norwich36. It's been a long time since I watched something with someone over the internet, and I'd forgotten how fun it is! It was also hilarious when we sent nearly simultaneous emails mentioning how much the Summer Glau-Eliza Dushku promos they kept showing suck. Seriously, they almost made me not want to watch either show.
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I told you I'd take requests, so of course I got up this morning and wrote something completely different.

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Jo )

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Sam )
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So I've been hiding from real life in SPN, so I decided that as long as I was hiding, I should just power my way through until I was caught up, which was kind of good and kind of feels like an overdose.

Overall, I didn't like S3 as much as S2, but it had some really good episodes.

SPN S3 )
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Alternate post title, rejected for length and incompleteness (because I wrote it only halfway through the season): SPN S2: in which Sam spouts psychological theories, Dean becomes "baby," both of them ask to be hit, they have a lot of conversations over the roof of the car, and Dean's S2 Trembly Lip of Doom makes repeated appearances.

I'm sold on S2 for its own merits. I have to admit, I'm not sure how I feel about the setup for S3 (and, of course, I have some ideas about what must be going on in the S4 opener), but S2 is a great season. It's a strong mytharc season, and, as we know from S1, I'm big on the mytharc.

SPN S2 )
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Well, I wasn't planning on making a post about this, but then [livejournal.com profile] norwich36 asked me which episodes I liked and didn't like, and my email started getting really long, and maybe you're interested in my thoughts on the matter too.

There are spoilers here, some of this will not make any sense if you haven't seen the episodes, and it's not particularly in order. I will also say that I'm still not completely sure I'm sold on SPN for its own merits, but, as I told [livejournal.com profile] fuseji yesterday, the fannish connection is a pretty strong pull for me. Also, as I told many people yesterday, I'm kind of in love with Jensen since I watched a video of him on stage singing "Crazy Love" with Jason Manns (I'd link you, but half of them, including the one I watched yesterday, which seems to have had the best camera work, seem to be no longer available today). (And I spent an hour yesterday watching Jared and Jensen interview/con appearance clips on YouTube, and then today I watched "Day in the Life of Jared and Jensen" and the season 1 gag reel, and now I'm all for the J2.)

SPN S1 )

I found myself talking back to them an awful lot (and not just the aforementioned talking back to Papa Winchester), and in the last couple of episodes, I kept saying things like, "Oh, babies." I kept calling Sam "baby" (or sometimes "Sammy baby") all season, and in my head it's the same "baby" as in "It rains because you're sad, baby," at the end of Men In Black II.
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[livejournal.com profile] norwich36 very kindly loaned me Supernatural season 1. I'm in the process of mainlining it, and I'm through episode 10. I half-heartedly thought about liveblogging the pilot, but instead sent only a couple of observations on to other people, which I will reproduce for you here (spoiler-free; I promise to put spoilery things behind a cut):
  • JDM is only hot with stubble. ([livejournal.com profile] norwich36 said also with a beard. Later in the season he shows up with a beard, and I said, "No. Still only with stubble.")
  • I had no idea this was a McG production. You may have some idea about how much I loved The O.C., which will let you realize that this actually means something to me.
  • Jared's voice was somehow not what I was expecting. I can't be more specific because I'm not sure exactly what I was expecting.
Nora warned me that it was a women in refrigerators sort of show, which, uh, yeah. Apparently if you're an actress and you want to be on this show, the main criterion is that you be able to scream.

If you find the show scary but you like the concept of Sam and Dean, you can always watch the last five minutes of each episode, wherein the woman they've saved kisses Dean (usually) on the cheek and then Sam and Dean have a nice bonding moment in the car on their way out of town. (Be forewarned that you may occasionally be distracted from their bonding by the bad greenscreen work.)

One of the things I really like about the show is the way they acknowledge their debt to The X-Files. I dislike the way they're idiots about some things, but then Scully was always going down into a dark basement in heels with no lights.

All of this babble is to make it seem like I have more to say than I really do. What I really came here to say are the following two things:

1. Talking back to Papa Winchester.
At the end of "Home," there are spoilers. ) I've been enjoying the monster of the week thing, but now that I have a handle on the characters, it's like, "Okay, okay. Get to the mytharc already, and don't be like Burn Notice where they just tack five minutes of mytharc onto the end of each episode."

2. I think I can read SPN fic now.
I think I have enough of the handle on the characters now (although the mytharc in my head may not end up being the real mytharc) that I can read fic without it messing with my experience of the show, but only if there are no spoilers for things I haven't seen yet. On the other hand, I'm really enjoying Sam and Dean as non-sexual brothers, so while I don't object to incest fic on principle, you might have to talk me into the Wincest.

[livejournal.com profile] norwich36 said there's lots of SPN mpreg. My guess would be that Sam's the one pregnant in a lot of them. Personally, I'd rather see Dean pregnant. You know he'd be the crankiest pregnant man ever. Actually, what I'd really like to see is Dean pregnant and Sam having to deal with him and it not being Wincest.

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